So where is the dreamy-eyed boy who sang the stories of sail and arcady? "Bang bang I'm gone" but I still need your love. Having told that the music of this album would not be written by Peter, I initially did not have high expectation for it but clearly I was wrong, the music of Mick and Drew sounds surprisingly good, authentically babyshambles. The opening Fireman is already a punk anthem and I know this album cannot be wrong. If there is a thing called "comfort food", well, this sound is surely my "comfort music". The new pair works and you have found your new pair son, though I always though of the old person. I twisted the meaning of your words to find the trace of the old pair, sorry, authors are always dead.
When asked to choose between this and that, I'll take the former every time. I am talking about myself. That's what I do. Habit. Addiction. And "each man had his freedom and it was (not) ours to say, how to behave, oh who's to say". Am I finding excuse for or being partial to the author? (of course I am) No, no, I only know it's about what doesn't kill you makes you stronger (or simply makes you .... stranger like the joker said?!) And I only know it would be great if I could find a big big joint and flow in the reggae dr. no.
It's worrying that you have mentioned that your were tied. It's me who am always tied. It's me who have already fallen from grace. But you are my shambolic libertine, I will not allow you to surf the sorrow, drop your tears to the sea and sell your soul to destiny.
Enough of my idiotic sound and fury, signifying nothing. You warn that you will break the heart in two. But I still cling to your sound, your ramblings, because the seeds are sown. Sure, that is the sequel to the prequel.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Friday, August 02, 2013
Monster by Urasawa Naoki
OK, I was so late to get in touch with this comics. And now I love it so much. I think the following pictures may sum the story up.
Some random thoughts (and the spoiler):
Fear can bring out the worst of us. Everyone of us live a monster in ourselves, it's just if our monster will be awaken one day. But we are free to choose if we let the monster sleep or wake it up.
Does anyone notice that Johan likes to raise his hand like the "monster" who took his sister (though he thought it was him) away? Victim can become a perpetrator by imitation!
In order to deny the world, we either kill others or kill ourselves.
For me, the most heartbreaking moment is the last chapter (The Real Monster) which explains why Johan develops into a monster. Despair and loneliness of the abandoned.
The empty bed, Johan is dead? He was going to find his mother? He escaped again to do more evil deeds? It's up to your interpretation. Of course I personally want to believe that he walked out to find his mother, but we don't know. Maybe it's like the Life of Pi, you choose the ending. After all, it's the life that we make the choice.
Some random thoughts (and the spoiler):
Fear can bring out the worst of us. Everyone of us live a monster in ourselves, it's just if our monster will be awaken one day. But we are free to choose if we let the monster sleep or wake it up.
Does anyone notice that Johan likes to raise his hand like the "monster" who took his sister (though he thought it was him) away? Victim can become a perpetrator by imitation!
In order to deny the world, we either kill others or kill ourselves.
For me, the most heartbreaking moment is the last chapter (The Real Monster) which explains why Johan develops into a monster. Despair and loneliness of the abandoned.
The empty bed, Johan is dead? He was going to find his mother? He escaped again to do more evil deeds? It's up to your interpretation. Of course I personally want to believe that he walked out to find his mother, but we don't know. Maybe it's like the Life of Pi, you choose the ending. After all, it's the life that we make the choice.
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Take your poet to work day
Do you know today is the "Take Your Poet To Work Day"?
I just discovered it and indeed I always bring my poet to work, not just for today. Yes, we do need our poet to be our companion in the most uninspiring environment.
As I really feel uninspired and arid, I will still leave this garden for a while.
As I really feel uninspired and arid, I will still leave this garden for a while.
Tuesday, June 04, 2013
Hold on the light
Something we should hold on, to memorize and encounter, the cruel facts of history, to resist the overwhelming force of forgetfulness, hidden in their lies and sedation, our daily routines, numbness and arrogance.
他們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了我們
我們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了生活
他們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了我們
我們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了生活
他們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了我們
我們在這世界上面不停地奔跑，一不小心就改變了生活
又有誰就這樣的看著你，懷春的少女陷入哀傷
生命曾經閃耀思想的容光，我們不能失去信仰
Monday, May 27, 2013
Psalm from the Icelanders
Sigur Ros @ AsiaWorld Expo, Hong Kong 21 May 2013
I did not cry like what I did 7 years ago. Maybe I was less sentimental now, I did not feel their overwhelming melancholic beauty like the last time. Instead, I felt the autumnal rhapsody, the festive firework, the dark glow, almost a celebration in secret. From the cool oceanic swim to the fire from within, those were the Icelandic psalms that never failed to cleanse the soul.
I have to memorize the moments, the lights and the shadows, the universe that hides within.
I did not cry like what I did 7 years ago. Maybe I was less sentimental now, I did not feel their overwhelming melancholic beauty like the last time. Instead, I felt the autumnal rhapsody, the festive firework, the dark glow, almost a celebration in secret. From the cool oceanic swim to the fire from within, those were the Icelandic psalms that never failed to cleanse the soul.
I have to memorize the moments, the lights and the shadows, the universe that hides within.
Monday, May 20, 2013
broken phrases
I went to bed with a headache. The humid sultry summer night. Another sleepless night. My head was so stuffy that my mind was so empty. My mind was so awakened that my heart was so confused. Disturbed by vague plans, fragments of memories, noise in my head, semi-imagination, semi-nightmares. A sick stomach, a sick head, trapped in the darkness, trapped in the heat, trapped in a city.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Run with the boys
Carl Barat, Gary Powell, Anthony Rossomando and Callum Ryan @ Hang Out, Hong Kong 10.05.2013
indie boys strip club (again)
Our arcadian love and passion last year was strong enough to bring the boys back to the town. Not an impromptu gig anymore, most of us the die-hard fans got the early-bird tickets in March and since then we anticipated the excitement that they would give us one more time. Carl and the boys were as energetic as before, always tried to dedicate his whole heart and soul to the crowd. However, it was my heart that was missing. Maybe I was too tired for a Friday night, or maybe much of the excitement last year was due to the surprise and impromptuness of the gig that I had to follow the news on facebook all the time, but I knew to a very large extend was that my heart was still under the spellbound of Blur which has cast on me since Monday (6 May 2013) that I could not immediately shift my attention to another event and band. See, I was always unfair to Mr Barat whom I have much respect and liking. I still enjoyed the gig (so Mr Barat don't be mad). There were some surprises in the setlist such as Blood Thirsty Bastards and Horrorshow and I wish I could be more familiar with some of his new songs like War of the Roses and Victory Gin beforehand that I could be more responsive. Of course I still jumped and shouted like crazy for the libertines songs, there is something that I will never give up.
I forgot to bring camera (how could I!!!!) so I got to rely on my phone, all the photos seem a bit weird.
indie boys strip club (again)
Our arcadian love and passion last year was strong enough to bring the boys back to the town. Not an impromptu gig anymore, most of us the die-hard fans got the early-bird tickets in March and since then we anticipated the excitement that they would give us one more time. Carl and the boys were as energetic as before, always tried to dedicate his whole heart and soul to the crowd. However, it was my heart that was missing. Maybe I was too tired for a Friday night, or maybe much of the excitement last year was due to the surprise and impromptuness of the gig that I had to follow the news on facebook all the time, but I knew to a very large extend was that my heart was still under the spellbound of Blur which has cast on me since Monday (6 May 2013) that I could not immediately shift my attention to another event and band. See, I was always unfair to Mr Barat whom I have much respect and liking. I still enjoyed the gig (so Mr Barat don't be mad). There were some surprises in the setlist such as Blood Thirsty Bastards and Horrorshow and I wish I could be more familiar with some of his new songs like War of the Roses and Victory Gin beforehand that I could be more responsive. Of course I still jumped and shouted like crazy for the libertines songs, there is something that I will never give up.
I forgot to bring camera (how could I!!!!) so I got to rely on my phone, all the photos seem a bit weird.
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
well, it really really really could happen
Oh this blog is turning to be my gig journal, seems like I will only update it after seeing a gig.
Blur @ AsiaWorld Expo, Hong Kong 6 May 2013
But I still can't find the right words to express my excitement, happiness and gratitude for Blur. Yes, I feel so grateful that they're back together again and more importantly, they came to my little melancholic hometown, a town that is full of frowns. Oh but today is different (maybe it's just for today). Even the long-disappearing sun turns up again, I feel so energetic, refreshing but also nostalgic. I miss that feeling, and know what exactly that feeling is. It was the time when I was still a student, time was abundant and passing very slow, when radio would play lovely britpop or grunge (or at least radio would play music, not talk-show) and when my hometown was still living under the union jack. Gibberish of an anglophile, sorry, but Blur is clearly the very quintessence of British band, and that is why they're lovely, you know what I mean.
The night was opened by Girls & Boys. The crowd was lifted instantly and you could tell that it must be an exciting night. Series of hits, of course. I lost my voice by screaming and singing all night long (how we like to sing along, although the words are wrong). Amongst the hyperness, I was struck by the sudden sadness of For Tomorrow and The Universal. (well, hyper and sad, if I was a bit bipolar?) The lyrics made me think of the powerlessness of my hometown and myself, some unlikely dreams, and how we lull ourselves. Well, but that night was my lucky night, sad no more, it's not "and it really, really, really could happen", it did really happen, Blur was in front of me! The finale, Song 2, my most favourite, was it too perfect to squeeze out my last drop of energy to jump and sing at the end?
Milkbox gift!
Blur @ AsiaWorld Expo, Hong Kong 6 May 2013
But I still can't find the right words to express my excitement, happiness and gratitude for Blur. Yes, I feel so grateful that they're back together again and more importantly, they came to my little melancholic hometown, a town that is full of frowns. Oh but today is different (maybe it's just for today). Even the long-disappearing sun turns up again, I feel so energetic, refreshing but also nostalgic. I miss that feeling, and know what exactly that feeling is. It was the time when I was still a student, time was abundant and passing very slow, when radio would play lovely britpop or grunge (or at least radio would play music, not talk-show) and when my hometown was still living under the union jack. Gibberish of an anglophile, sorry, but Blur is clearly the very quintessence of British band, and that is why they're lovely, you know what I mean.
The night was opened by Girls & Boys. The crowd was lifted instantly and you could tell that it must be an exciting night. Series of hits, of course. I lost my voice by screaming and singing all night long (how we like to sing along, although the words are wrong). Amongst the hyperness, I was struck by the sudden sadness of For Tomorrow and The Universal. (well, hyper and sad, if I was a bit bipolar?) The lyrics made me think of the powerlessness of my hometown and myself, some unlikely dreams, and how we lull ourselves. Well, but that night was my lucky night, sad no more, it's not "and it really, really, really could happen", it did really happen, Blur was in front of me! The finale, Song 2, my most favourite, was it too perfect to squeeze out my last drop of energy to jump and sing at the end?
Milkbox gift!
Monday, February 25, 2013
How are you my friend?
My silence here means I'm pretty busy in work, that I can't daydream in office or write the useless self-indulgent blog. But I suddenly want to be lazy for a while, so I am here again to say hello to myself.
Last Friday I had a little meeting with VV, Dada and TMC, the ex-colleagues from my first job. They are now my friends, and actually we were already friends when we were working together as colleagues. Yes, I always make a clear division between colleagues and friends and it is something about feeling, I can't really tell the criteria of becoming friends. Sadly after I left my first job, I could hardly make any friend with colleague anymore. I think it is my problem, like my heart is closed. Maybe I become more and more a misanthrope and I feel quite comfortable to be the quiet unnoticed one in work, of course so long as my boss remember to pay me every month.
About that last Friday meeting, we no longer talked about the favourite pastime, the future travelling plan or the troubles in work. We now talked of the marriage life, the consideration of having baby or not and the life of a mummy and her child..... all the talks that I could not contribute much, though I listened hard, inserted some useless comments or enquiries and my friends also tolerated my ignorance and tried to treat me as equal as them (like asked me if I would be a mother or not (huh?!) and were careful not to mention the fact that I was that "politically-incorrect but everybody including male and female like talking and laughing about" the vulgarly and criminally typical aged "leftover" female). All my friends progress with the progress of time, while I still live in the time 10+ years ago. Strange, I feel quite comfortable about my out-of-time out-of-space. Very unplanned, unproductive, unambitious, unsuccessful. Clearly this is the one too poisoned by Bukowski.
Last Friday I had a little meeting with VV, Dada and TMC, the ex-colleagues from my first job. They are now my friends, and actually we were already friends when we were working together as colleagues. Yes, I always make a clear division between colleagues and friends and it is something about feeling, I can't really tell the criteria of becoming friends. Sadly after I left my first job, I could hardly make any friend with colleague anymore. I think it is my problem, like my heart is closed. Maybe I become more and more a misanthrope and I feel quite comfortable to be the quiet unnoticed one in work, of course so long as my boss remember to pay me every month.
Corny photo style, yeah cheers~
About that last Friday meeting, we no longer talked about the favourite pastime, the future travelling plan or the troubles in work. We now talked of the marriage life, the consideration of having baby or not and the life of a mummy and her child..... all the talks that I could not contribute much, though I listened hard, inserted some useless comments or enquiries and my friends also tolerated my ignorance and tried to treat me as equal as them (like asked me if I would be a mother or not (huh?!) and were careful not to mention the fact that I was that "politically-incorrect but everybody including male and female like talking and laughing about" the vulgarly and criminally typical aged "leftover" female). All my friends progress with the progress of time, while I still live in the time 10+ years ago. Strange, I feel quite comfortable about my out-of-time out-of-space. Very unplanned, unproductive, unambitious, unsuccessful. Clearly this is the one too poisoned by Bukowski.
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
You know I'll take just a little bit more
A very late record for my nth time visit to Taiwan in December last year. Let me finish it on the first working day of the new year (so I can procrastinate again).
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This time I made a little breakthrough that my visit was no longer confined to Taipei. I stayed a few days in the Yilan County and it was quite an interesting experience. It's nice to ride through acres of rice fields, hearing old-fashioned local folk songs on the bus with DJs speaking their local dialect. Actually I quite like their local folk songs, sound like the old style Japanese songs.
train going through acres of rice fields
I lived in Luodong town as I planned to "sweep through" its night market every night. I soon regretted my choice. Obviously a porn business also operated within my hotel ....
Luodong town, with casinos and barber shops
National Center for Tradition Arts - It's a place specially designed for tourists (so it made me think of Ngong Ping 360 in my hometown) with shops selling traditional handicrafts or food. Having said that, as I was indeed a tourist, I think it is still worth-visiting.
interesting shops for tourists
Plum Blossom Lake - I guess the name was due to the shape of the lake that it looks like a plum blossom. I visited it on a rainy day (in fact, it's so rainy for my whole staying in Yilan), there were not many tourists and it made me the sour misanthrope very happy. I like its transquillity, misty air and of course the cute bear bear cafe.
atmospheric in the rain
Below is a beautiful red-bricked cafe in Yilan town opened by 黃春明老師. I got this information from the shop manager and of course as a philistine, I did not know much about Mr. Wong so I kept a dump look and only took interest in the book 大便老師 on the bookshelf . It was only when I went back to the hotel and did a google search that I realized Mr. Wong was the author of 看海的日子and 兒子的大玩偶. Oh I've seen those movies! What a uncultured person I am! The deco, the menu and the food were said to be designed by Mr. Wong, and it is quite a comfortable place.
red-bricked cafe
Memorial Hall of Founding of Yilan Administration - beautiful Japanese architecture and garden.
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As usual my purpose to go to Taiwan was to see a concert and that was no exception for my trip in the last December. I think my longing to see a Spiritualized gig must be dated back to the time of Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space and I like their early stuff very much. Jason Pierce didn't disappoint me. That was exactly what I was looking for. It was amazing how the music and the visuals together would transcend you to, well, yes, the space. I had a few moments of doubt and reveries if I had taken something to feel the way I felt. Of course that's only the magic of sounds and visions.
Spiritualized @ Neo Studio, Taipei, 9 December 2012
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This time I made a little breakthrough that my visit was no longer confined to Taipei. I stayed a few days in the Yilan County and it was quite an interesting experience. It's nice to ride through acres of rice fields, hearing old-fashioned local folk songs on the bus with DJs speaking their local dialect. Actually I quite like their local folk songs, sound like the old style Japanese songs.
train going through acres of rice fields
I lived in Luodong town as I planned to "sweep through" its night market every night. I soon regretted my choice. Obviously a porn business also operated within my hotel ....
Luodong town, with casinos and barber shops
National Center for Tradition Arts - It's a place specially designed for tourists (so it made me think of Ngong Ping 360 in my hometown) with shops selling traditional handicrafts or food. Having said that, as I was indeed a tourist, I think it is still worth-visiting.
interesting shops for tourists
Plum Blossom Lake - I guess the name was due to the shape of the lake that it looks like a plum blossom. I visited it on a rainy day (in fact, it's so rainy for my whole staying in Yilan), there were not many tourists and it made me the sour misanthrope very happy. I like its transquillity, misty air and of course the cute bear bear cafe.
atmospheric in the rain
Below is a beautiful red-bricked cafe in Yilan town opened by 黃春明老師. I got this information from the shop manager and of course as a philistine, I did not know much about Mr. Wong so I kept a dump look and only took interest in the book 大便老師 on the bookshelf . It was only when I went back to the hotel and did a google search that I realized Mr. Wong was the author of 看海的日子and 兒子的大玩偶. Oh I've seen those movies! What a uncultured person I am! The deco, the menu and the food were said to be designed by Mr. Wong, and it is quite a comfortable place.
red-bricked cafe
Memorial Hall of Founding of Yilan Administration - beautiful Japanese architecture and garden.
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As usual my purpose to go to Taiwan was to see a concert and that was no exception for my trip in the last December. I think my longing to see a Spiritualized gig must be dated back to the time of Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space and I like their early stuff very much. Jason Pierce didn't disappoint me. That was exactly what I was looking for. It was amazing how the music and the visuals together would transcend you to, well, yes, the space. I had a few moments of doubt and reveries if I had taken something to feel the way I felt. Of course that's only the magic of sounds and visions.
Spiritualized @ Neo Studio, Taipei, 9 December 2012
Monday, December 31, 2012
This year sums up
I always like to sum up my favourite albums at the year end but this year, I don't have many that I really love (maybe only the Toy one). It doesn't mean that I do not enjoy the music scene this year, on the contrary, I have some EPs and singles that I like very much. Thanks to the smartphone, I also spent more time on radio, so maybe I should list out my favourite tracks instead. Because, I know if I don't jot them down, I will probably forget some the names next year.
1. Husbands/I Am Here - Savages
2. 1998 - Peace
3. Stranger - Dead Mellotron
4. If Only We Remain - Two Wounded Birds
5. Dead & Gone - Toy
6. Aching Bone - Nadine Shah
7. Who Is The Hunter - Liars
8. Bubblegum Trash - Crocodiles
9. Sweet Jesus - White Manna
10. I Follow You - Melody's Echo Chamber
1. Husbands/I Am Here - Savages
2. 1998 - Peace
3. Stranger - Dead Mellotron
4. If Only We Remain - Two Wounded Birds
5. Dead & Gone - Toy
6. Aching Bone - Nadine Shah
7. Who Is The Hunter - Liars
8. Bubblegum Trash - Crocodiles
9. Sweet Jesus - White Manna
10. I Follow You - Melody's Echo Chamber
Wednesday, December 05, 2012
It's not over yet
Clockenflap @ West Kowloon Cultural District, 1-2 December 2012
For the wee bit chilly weather and the drizzling, puddles everywhere, I could imagine it was a music festival in UK, but hey it was held in my hometown, the place notorious for its hideous music scene. So let's say a big Thank You to Clockenflap, it did consistently accomplish some kind of mission impossible.
This year my festival began with Lucy Rose in Time Out Stage. Although I feel grateful for the organizer, here I must urge it to rearrange the location of different stages . The acoustic stage was too close to other stages that I could hardly hear any music from Lucy. I felt sorry for Lucy as it was so embarrassing and also unfair (while she also said she felt sorry for us the audience and invited us to her hotel rooms instead).
Lucy considered if she should continue or not because of the lousy sound system
My discontent was soon disappeared when it was time for Primal Scream, as I then became higher than the sun. Primal Scream was in fact the reason I was there. They nearly played whole of the Screamadelica (yeah! but without Higher Than the Sun, oh no! And not enough songs of Xtrmntr!!!!). Bobby was supercool, always love his tender voice and dream-like demeanour.
Bobby this charming man
On Day Two I only wanted to watch Alt-J and Klaxon but I arrived a bit earlier so I watched a bit Jun Kung. I don't know much about his music and this was the first time I saw his live. He seemed to be a good vibe-lifter, the crowd loved him and guys even waved roses to him (but he was scared and demanded a bottle of vodka instead).
Jun Kung
I don't know why there are so many Alt-J haters. Because of their arrogant comparison to Radiohead? No, I don't think it's the real reason. Actually I think their music is alright and they deserve to win the Mercury Music Prize. After seeing their live set, I think I know why. The vocal (very often the focal point of a band) Joe Newman looks so criminally normal, it's not the usual normal such as the "next-to-your-door guy" look, it's the vulgarly mediocre, un-rock n' roll look.
Alt-J, the office worker look
The last act was the Klaxon. I admit I was a big fan of their debut album. This was the second time I saw them, and like the first time in Reading, I expected I would enjoy their set and I was so willing to immerse myself to their music. But the fact was, I JUST COULDN'T. For the Reading, I blamed that I stood too far away from the stage so I couldn't feel the vibe. But this time, I was standing in the front row, but people around me was just standing still, at the front row(!) They seemed they didn't know their song while me like a mad woman singing aloud and jumping hard among them, humm, very exhausted but not high. The best part was the last song, It's Not Over Yet as it summed up my feeling for the Clockenflap. Yes, albeit my series of nagging, I still love Clockenflap and of course it's not over yet. Next year, I will be back!
the girls standing behind me kept shouting sexy boys to the Klaxon, really?
For the wee bit chilly weather and the drizzling, puddles everywhere, I could imagine it was a music festival in UK, but hey it was held in my hometown, the place notorious for its hideous music scene. So let's say a big Thank You to Clockenflap, it did consistently accomplish some kind of mission impossible.
This year my festival began with Lucy Rose in Time Out Stage. Although I feel grateful for the organizer, here I must urge it to rearrange the location of different stages . The acoustic stage was too close to other stages that I could hardly hear any music from Lucy. I felt sorry for Lucy as it was so embarrassing and also unfair (while she also said she felt sorry for us the audience and invited us to her hotel rooms instead).
Lucy considered if she should continue or not because of the lousy sound system
My discontent was soon disappeared when it was time for Primal Scream, as I then became higher than the sun. Primal Scream was in fact the reason I was there. They nearly played whole of the Screamadelica (yeah! but without Higher Than the Sun, oh no! And not enough songs of Xtrmntr!!!!). Bobby was supercool, always love his tender voice and dream-like demeanour.
Bobby this charming man
On Day Two I only wanted to watch Alt-J and Klaxon but I arrived a bit earlier so I watched a bit Jun Kung. I don't know much about his music and this was the first time I saw his live. He seemed to be a good vibe-lifter, the crowd loved him and guys even waved roses to him (but he was scared and demanded a bottle of vodka instead).
Jun Kung
I don't know why there are so many Alt-J haters. Because of their arrogant comparison to Radiohead? No, I don't think it's the real reason. Actually I think their music is alright and they deserve to win the Mercury Music Prize. After seeing their live set, I think I know why. The vocal (very often the focal point of a band) Joe Newman looks so criminally normal, it's not the usual normal such as the "next-to-your-door guy" look, it's the vulgarly mediocre, un-rock n' roll look.
Alt-J, the office worker look
The last act was the Klaxon. I admit I was a big fan of their debut album. This was the second time I saw them, and like the first time in Reading, I expected I would enjoy their set and I was so willing to immerse myself to their music. But the fact was, I JUST COULDN'T. For the Reading, I blamed that I stood too far away from the stage so I couldn't feel the vibe. But this time, I was standing in the front row, but people around me was just standing still, at the front row(!) They seemed they didn't know their song while me like a mad woman singing aloud and jumping hard among them, humm, very exhausted but not high. The best part was the last song, It's Not Over Yet as it summed up my feeling for the Clockenflap. Yes, albeit my series of nagging, I still love Clockenflap and of course it's not over yet. Next year, I will be back!
the girls standing behind me kept shouting sexy boys to the Klaxon, really?
Friday, November 30, 2012
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Those were the good old days
Wai Che Printing Company in Wing Lee Street, Hong Kong
I felt lucky but also sad to attend the very last Word Jamming Workshop in Wai Che Printing Company. Due to the crazy rent market, Wai Che will be closed very soon (yes, we are glad about the so-called revitalization and redevelopment of Sheung Wan that many cool shops, cafes and galleries were opened there but we are unaware that all these moves will wipe the small old business out). Mr. Lee, the owner of the company and a printer for life, was zealous to share his knowledge in typography and moveable lead type printing in that tiny time slot. Of course we could hardly memorize the history, special jargon and skill as introduced by Mr. Lee. This is the cruelty and nonchalance of the passing of time, just as his grand Original Heidelberg Cylinder, lying idle and rusty in the corner of the shop. The good old days are gone.
the grand printer
Mr. Lee doing his labour of love
they are space and lines
words in random, beautiful pattern
... hmm, mr. lee disapproved someone's work.
Sunday, November 04, 2012
where I can meet the past pay it off and keep it sweet
Isn't it just like the feeling 10 years ago? The free impromptu gig, the crazy search for the news, the small venue, the singing crowd, the aftershow chase and meet-and-greet, like the storm sweeping through my small humdrum town, leaving bits of magical arcadian glitters. Yes, I am under that spell again, like what I was 10 years ago. I know it may wear out by my monotonous existence again, but at least in this moment I cherish and savour this delectable bliss.
It was a surprising news that Carl Barat, Gary Powell , Anthony Rossomando and Callum Ryan would come to my town for the grand opening of the flagship shop of Burberry on 1 November 2012. The ecstatic news was then turned to a wave of whine from all ship members of Albion in my hometown as it was a private show only (from high to low). But then we found out that the boys indeed listened to our words and our prayers were answered, they gave us a free gig (from low to high), though from the moment of saying farewell to the boys that my sadness began to breed (all the highs and the lows and the to's and the fro's, they left me dizzy).
The show was flawless, maybe Carl's stage charisma was much stronger in small venues so he was very delicious (?!) throughout the night. Too many unforgettable moments, I could hardly take any pictures, not to say any videos cos' I wanted to savour every moment completely without disturbance. What a Waster marked the perfect finale (an ending fitting for the start). Bang Bang and my heart was also feeling bang bang oh it's end. Hearing the songs from the good ship albion, I thought, life was still good.
The burberry shop grand open @ Pacific Place 01.11.2012- the unprivileged class watching tv outside
The Magical Night (hope the fellow ship members don't mind I disclose you)
It was a surprising news that Carl Barat, Gary Powell , Anthony Rossomando and Callum Ryan would come to my town for the grand opening of the flagship shop of Burberry on 1 November 2012. The ecstatic news was then turned to a wave of whine from all ship members of Albion in my hometown as it was a private show only (from high to low). But then we found out that the boys indeed listened to our words and our prayers were answered, they gave us a free gig (from low to high), though from the moment of saying farewell to the boys that my sadness began to breed (all the highs and the lows and the to's and the fro's, they left me dizzy).
The show was flawless, maybe Carl's stage charisma was much stronger in small venues so he was very delicious (?!) throughout the night. Too many unforgettable moments, I could hardly take any pictures, not to say any videos cos' I wanted to savour every moment completely without disturbance. What a Waster marked the perfect finale (an ending fitting for the start). Bang Bang and my heart was also feeling bang bang oh it's end. Hearing the songs from the good ship albion, I thought, life was still good.
The burberry shop grand open @ Pacific Place 01.11.2012- the unprivileged class watching tv outside
Carl Barat, Gary Powell , Anthony Rossomando and Callum Ryan @ Beating Heart Studio, 8/F Cheung Fat Building, Hill Road, Hong Kong on 02.11.2012
The Magical Night (hope the fellow ship members don't mind I disclose you)
Monday, October 29, 2012
the nth times soliquoy
I become silence again. This year my entries for this blog are reducing. Maybe I no-longer like to play this game of self-indulgence (i.e.pretending to be poetic and cultural and then blah blah blah). Words are limited, misinterpreted and useless. I just saw a butterfly trapped within the glass corridor, it is so much like me, and my city.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Out of focus
I am not unhappy, but also not happy, maybe that is normal.
I am feeling very idle recently, or that is my constant feeling, maybe this idleness will be with me all through my life. Of course sometimes I idled away my time happily, but now I feel kind of unproductive. I know there is no rule that we have to be productive or purposeful, but I strongly feel that I am wasting my time. I lack the spirit, strength and courage to quit it all and start again, or simply reality has taught me considerable lessons.
Frankly I have no complaint to the current state, I love steadiness and I become very money-minded (or in fact i always am). Thinking if I have the amount of $$$, I can be ............... whatever I want. That the thought I have had since I graduated but sadly it still remains a wishful thinking.
My friend disappeared for a few days. I think I sort of understand his reason or feeling. Of course if I decide to disappear, I will never leave any farewell note on facebook.
I am feeling very idle recently, or that is my constant feeling, maybe this idleness will be with me all through my life. Of course sometimes I idled away my time happily, but now I feel kind of unproductive. I know there is no rule that we have to be productive or purposeful, but I strongly feel that I am wasting my time. I lack the spirit, strength and courage to quit it all and start again, or simply reality has taught me considerable lessons.
Frankly I have no complaint to the current state, I love steadiness and I become very money-minded (or in fact i always am). Thinking if I have the amount of $$$, I can be ............... whatever I want. That the thought I have had since I graduated but sadly it still remains a wishful thinking.
My friend disappeared for a few days. I think I sort of understand his reason or feeling. Of course if I decide to disappear, I will never leave any farewell note on facebook.
Monday, August 06, 2012
My summer album
What is the taste of your youth? Sweet or bitter or bitter-sweet? What does it look like? Full of sunshine or grey skies? Being extremely shy and reserved, I was never the sunny kind of people. I might be one of those typical youth that we describe as "miserable green" who like to whine (very often for trivialities in the eyes of the grown-ups), inexperienced, unsophisticated and diffident. I suddenly remember my younger days because of my recent favourite - the debut album of Two Wounded Birds. Their songs are nostalgic (or some people may say it's cheesy, no), those 50's beach-boys-like pop songs. Catchy and haunting, about the feeling of being young, feeling hopeless and wasted, the unwillingness to grow up and face the real world. Oh yes, that is the album for me. I know, I know these are the lyrics that will make any grown-up roll their eyes and I know To Be Young sounds so much like The Pretenders' Don't Get Me Wrong, still this is my favourite summer album. It reminds me of that old feeling I always have, feeling of the insecurity and hopelessness, in the perfect pop tunes (so may I say that I'm still young at heart? but the said fact is, youngsters are allowed to be insecure and hopeless, while the old people like me will only be categorized as a loser).
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
There's an empty space inside my heart
Radiohead @ Nangang Exhibition Centre, Taipei 25.07.2012
I did not plan to go for their Taipei gig but due to some unpredictable reasons, I got the chance to go (thanks secret j).
I actually feel quite blank about the gig. Don't get me wrong, it was a very exciting and brilliant gig. There were some touching moments and vibrant moments and I began to like The King of Limbs after the gig (as I was not that into this album before). Magpie, Feral and Little by Little were much more powerful in live. But the more I tried hard to memorize every lovely moment of it, the more it slipped away easily. The night was just too fast, too short for me. Of course it was not short at all for it lasted for almost 2 hours but, yes, I was always greedy and insatiable.
Radiohead was a very personal band to many people and I am one of them. There is always an empty space inside my heart for them. Maybe that explains why I feel so blank when I have to share it with thousands people. Having said that, I am still hoping to have the 6th counter with them in London this October but my financial condition tells me that it is very unlikely.
How coincident! Rainbow over Nangang Exhibtion Centre.
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There was simply "too much" sunshine in Taipei. Initial plan was to go to the middle part or eastern part of the island but finally I just idled away in Taipei (cos' I was paralysed by the sunshine and the heat). I declare that I should only go to Taiwan in winter. But it is still a good place. Good people and good food everywhere.
I did not plan to go for their Taipei gig but due to some unpredictable reasons, I got the chance to go (thanks secret j).
I actually feel quite blank about the gig. Don't get me wrong, it was a very exciting and brilliant gig. There were some touching moments and vibrant moments and I began to like The King of Limbs after the gig (as I was not that into this album before). Magpie, Feral and Little by Little were much more powerful in live. But the more I tried hard to memorize every lovely moment of it, the more it slipped away easily. The night was just too fast, too short for me. Of course it was not short at all for it lasted for almost 2 hours but, yes, I was always greedy and insatiable.
Radiohead was a very personal band to many people and I am one of them. There is always an empty space inside my heart for them. Maybe that explains why I feel so blank when I have to share it with thousands people. Having said that, I am still hoping to have the 6th counter with them in London this October but my financial condition tells me that it is very unlikely.
How coincident! Rainbow over Nangang Exhibtion Centre.
***********************
There was simply "too much" sunshine in Taipei. Initial plan was to go to the middle part or eastern part of the island but finally I just idled away in Taipei (cos' I was paralysed by the sunshine and the heat). I declare that I should only go to Taiwan in winter. But it is still a good place. Good people and good food everywhere.
Monday, July 16, 2012
finished product
The sample shown on the package of the wool is much more cute, mine is not that cute. It looks stressful and confused, like me.
I like needle felt as it doesn't require any skill. My mind would just go blank in this mechanical action of needling. Be a robot can be boring, but it can also be a relaxing spaced out, except some occasional woken up by the bloody and mindless stings.
I like needle felt as it doesn't require any skill. My mind would just go blank in this mechanical action of needling. Be a robot can be boring, but it can also be a relaxing spaced out, except some occasional woken up by the bloody and mindless stings.
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