Monday, October 26, 2009

being towards death

26th October 2009, the formal death of my own personal website. Its creation was a pure impulse after seeing the gigs of The Libertines in 2003 for the first time in my life. it's a tsunami, i mean, head over heels, in-your-face, no escape. Strange band, strange trip, strange people, but no danger. Felt like something changed, or part of my soul just left in london for good. With a strong urge to record the feeling (cos' i'm in love with the feeling), i learnt the simple html and made a simple website, to put down my own soliloquy (i.e. fangirl's rambling). I never have the heart to carry on anything constantly so the site was soon deserted, but it marks the history.


The front page:



the innocence and the perverse the demon and the angel the blessed the damned the cripple and the freak:



"drifting about in ice shambles, but all the warm people...":



I intended to write something about my favourite verse regularly, as sort of daily sport, but i just couldn't keep the promise:



Or maybe some random thoughts, comments, complaints, whatever... my beloved morrissey, take care! My review of his You Are The Quarry, of course (as usual) a page of praise:



Actually, Yahoo! has killed my web much earlier than the official deadline. With some unknown reason i couldn't view my uploaded photos since a long time ago, i love those pages but they were murdered without cause and notice:





As the owner of the site only has this mortal coil, the site itself of course will also be perished someday. It's just an illusion that we think the things online will stay 'til the end of time.

With years go by i feel my rationality gradually returns, or sadly i was submitted to reality once again. Has my love for the very band died a little? I don't know. I hope not. I don't want to see them reunion. I want to see them reunion.

8 comments:

ppp said...

oh... dear site...
maybe something we lost and something we gained. we never know. tomorrow or never, just we wait and see :))

kittyshambles said...

yes, maybe.
"tomorrow or never", the usual pretext for the procrastinator. but maybe procrastination is the only right thing to do.

Vv said...

I really like this post!

kittyshambles said...

oh thank you for your appreciation, vv.

nan said...

hi k ~~ this is 'ah nan' :D(good night ppp XD)

moan for your webside...
i've lost my camera in a trip to china-喀什 years ago,but,the lost turns the trip into memorable ~ strange,,

kittyshambles said...

but, is our memory reliable?
wow, you have been 喀什, cool...

nan said...

ha ha!sadly,no..
memory is so essential but yes,not so reliable..(sight)

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