Friday, September 22, 2006

In place of regret were the good times we spent

If life becomes too miserable, all I need is pop songs.

Special Needs keeps playing in my headphone. I want to think of nothing.

All plans are meaningless. Something we take it for granted, we treat it as routine, we treat people as our daily backdrop, we do not really listen to them, or talk to them.

I do not have good relation with my father. We are like strangers. I am his less favourite child. I do mind of this kind of preference but I am not feeling hatred now. I am not a good daughter too.

Never like the building called hospital, (who will like it?) it's so dark and cold in the midnight. There were baby's crying, human's groaning, unknown machine's bleeping.

I am so fatigued, physically, mentally.

10 comments:

galaxy said...

做乜咁悲 !
人與人之間多些溝通及專重, 磨擦自然少, 即使至親的人都係咁話。 世上只得一個 Kitty or TMK, 世上每個人都係獨特, 各自有各思想個性, 大家都要明白這個,學接納其他人。

Vv said...

tmk, i am not that familiar with your family background but i do feel some pressure coming from your sisters and brothers...... i agreed with siu ga that you are unique...... i also have not much to talk to my brother but just try our best to change the situation......haha, don^t know what i am talking about....

kittyshambles said...

多謝各位關心,我不是突然悲秋,只是有意事令人擔心,但又無法控制。我現在心情很正常,我不大喜歡自己變得多愁善感(咁一早就不應該聽咁多the smiths & radiohead la),我的太陽星座及上昇星座都是人馬座,所以我應該是一名快樂寶寶,我要回歸本性(但本人同時受海皇星嚴重影響,所以做人胡胡混混)。

britple said...

hope u and ur family are well!

kittyshambles said...

Thank you for your kind words, britple.

galaxy said...

咦hee, 從Vv的留言睇, 你有好多兄弟姊妹喎 !
應該屋企好熱鬧 ! anyway,Blood is thicker than water.

1.the smiths & radiohead , 比你可以舒發下情緒, Morrissey都變左啦。
2. 你都受過高等教育, EQ都應該不會太差吧

Vv said...

yeah yeah yeah, tmk is a happy baby (^0^)

kittyshambles said...

I really don't want to dwell on this post but I have to comment:
galaxy:
首先,我沒有受過高等教育,因為我讀的都是三流大學。
第二,受過高等教育不等於高EQ。認識有些好人都沒有上過大學,而上過大學的人亦有很多是「難頂記」。咁我都自問EQ不太差(啩)。
第三,這點是同意你的,yeah, Morrissey is a gay man in love,...oops, i mean he's a happy man in love.
Vv:
Ha, u can read chinese post in Switzerland?

Vv said...

tmk, hi hi, yes, the chinese word haven´t changed to strange symbols here......but no chinese typing and i have to deal with the german keyboard....with letter z and y being swap....etc etc....

this hotel offer free internet.....and so i will not waste this benefit.....

kamlibertine said...

your are actually good little daughter ah, i will be shame of being bad daughter! Your parent really love u! You should treat them better as they are becoming old la!