Wednesday, September 21, 2011

some suicides are never recorded

It's been a while that I have not visited this place (again), as from the very beginning I already declared that it was a wasted garden. Having said that, I still like the feeling of writing something here (however trivial and unimportant it is) when I was tired of writing something there. Recently I have a feeling that I don't have any particular event that requires me to made a record here (and I was always amazed that how other people could have so many events in or comments to their daily life which fill up their blogs). My life is just routine. Ernold Same is my song.

But I still want to make some entry here, no matter if it is so empty like this one. I admit that sometimes I felt embarrassed by making status updates on facebook. You were either ignored by or received weird comments from your friends. By making updates I can't help guessing what your friends/acquaintances will perceive your words. I feel these thoughts or consideration are some kind of restriction of my freedom. Here is more carefree. It's strange that you always feel more free among strangers, maybe that's the reason why we all like travelling.

Recently I was also busy in transferrng my old cds to my mp3 player, this job never ends. I found out some of my lost (forgotten) treasures. The Boo Radleys, one of my most favourite bands in the 90's, how come I totally forgot them in the noughties? That brought me back my melancholic teenage years. Oh I should make a separate entry about them. Grandaddy, my other favourite in the beginning of the noughties, I didn't totally forget them and sometimes still dug out Sumday (and I like it more than The Sophtware Slump). Oh, these California guys, sunny music but always makes me blue (and that's why I like it, very masochistic). This morning I heard El Caminos in the West, it said "I paint the words a simple wish, for peace of mind and happiness". That's my wish also.


galaxy said...

生活就係Routine, 睇下你點面對喇, 日日有驚喜,耐左都覺悶啦, 心臟都未必負荷到, 哈~~, 講求balance嘛。 老套講句,「唔好只著眼自己無的,要睇自己有的」。

唔好令粉絲失望,要繼續寫喎。 生活平淡, 但我都有好多野想寫,可惜一落筆開始,就繼續不了及埋唔到尾, 結果就沒有post到。 哈~~對住陌生人講野唔使負責任,有可以放心講的心態。

我那些cassette都未轉哂mp3,是好需時的project. CD 就唔轉了, 它可以存放得耐。

kittyshambles said...

galaxy, wow u have a very healthy attitude, i'm a typical whiner.

since my discman went haywire, i can't enjoy my cds outdoor so i have to transfer my music to my ipod, but i was always too lazy to do it and since then i've neglected many music i love.

galaxy said...

whiner?! 哈~~whining一輪就無事了。
Transferring to cell phone is more handy and practical that you don't have to carry one more device on the street.

kittyshambles said...

but my cellphone is just a phone, it's the old-school style (haha i.e. obsolete).